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Goodbye India!

It has been about a year since I left India. I never quite found the words for this blog post so it remained unwritten for so long. A year in India left such a profound impact on my life. There are things I deeply miss, things I reflect on, and lessons learned. Above all I really grew as a person which was a direct result from going on this journey that has continued to develop and flourish into this past year. 

As I reminisce into memories of a life that seems distant, yet not so far out of reach, I am reminded of the colors. Those colors are attached to distinct etched memories. 

Yellow

Going to the farmers market every Thursday became my ritual. I’d have vada pav and do my weekly shopping. Usually I’d make it after work, so all of the mountains of produce had turned into shorter hills. One time though, I went early right when it opened and all my senses were in heaven! If I was supposed to meet someone on a Thursday, I’d take them to the market or schedule the hang out accordingly so I could still go. I slowly started to feel like a local there. Although, I stood out like a complete phirang whenever I would go! The vada pav aunty and uncle became friendly. As I’d approach the stall and was greeted by those yellow vadas, all of the stress from the week would just vanish. It’s not like the color of vada pav is all that attractive, but the taste surely makes up for it!

I was able to bargain my way around the pomegranates and knew the pineapple vendor was not ripping me off. I have never been one for doing my shopping online. I love getting to witness everything in a market or store. Thinking about recipes for the week after what fruits and veggies look good the day is my favorite way of completing the task. It warms my heart just to think back to it.

Purple and Green

One of the first places that made me feel like home was a spot called Independence Brewing Company. The newest location opened up around the corner from my flat and what drew me in was the amazing playlist. I soon befriended the creative genius behind that playlist and that became my place. I felt like I found a slice of familiarity in Pune. Anytime I needed to meet a new face I’d bring them there. It wasn’t far from my house and I always felt very safe. It didn’t hurt that the beers were actually very good as well. One of my favorites was the blueberry pie. Oh, that pinkish purpley I can still imagine that beautiful color and picture my friend in his green shirt. That beer was a sour and hit the spot on a warm summer day. The green shirt was always a favorite and I knew it was going to be a good day if I saw that forest green out to play. Those two color memories really stick out to me. 

Rainbow

The array of colors I witnessed when I went to the Kala Ghoda Art Festival brings a smile to my face upon thinking back to it. The use of colorful fabric, the handmade vendors with their displays and all the young kids clicking selfies with the sculptures brings me right back to that lovely weekend I spent in Bombay. It was like rainbow explosions every corner I turned. Seeing all those bright colors in their various forms will surely brighten up any grey mood instantly. I remember experiencing weather in Bombay like I never had before. It was a little chilly and I recall driving down Nariman Point with a cousin and we had the windows down. We didn’t even need the AC.  

Black

While I was living in India, I did not get to travel around a lot. I spent a lot of time in between Pune and Bombay which proceeded to let me explore those two cities quite a bit. Towards the end of my time in India, I took a trip to Alibaug. I was planning with a dear friend of mine. I became difficult during planning process so he ended up giving all the responsibility to me. I found us this beautiful place to stay called Sia. The only problem was that it was down this longgggg and narrow road. We were so far from everything else there was to do in Alibaug. We spent a lot of time by the pool, went to the beach, ate some amazing food, and visited Korlai Fort. I can still imagine that pitch black walk back to our room. The quiet darkness that feels all that more still and scary just from the mere color. The slightest sound will run chills up your spine. I am not going to lie it was a little frightening!

Golden

I really loved my flat. I didn’t end up buying a ton of furniture for it, but it really felt like home. Living on the 8th floor I had a nice view looking out into Pune. There were these three blue domes you could see. A friend of mine would always joke around about them when he was out of his senses. He would call them funny hats. I used to wake up really early when I lived in Pune so I often saw the sun rise. That warm golden glow made me so happy. It was stunning each and every day. The bright side of me not purchasing curtains, is that the sunlight graced my flat daily. The sun would take different forms of yellows, amber, pinks, and of course golden as it went up and down. The colors to instantly make you feel energized while simultaneously take a moment to stop and admire the beauty.

Beige

It had gotten to be a little weird that I was living in Pune for a few months and still not been to a Jain temple. It is not like I am so religious, but I enjoy spiritual places especially in India. My friend took me on his motorcycle up to Katrej. First of all that was longest bike ride I had been on. I wasn’t the greatest pillion until he taught me a little bit of how I could position my body better and make it easier for him to ride. Then, the view. Oh! That view was amazing! The cooling marble and all those soothing colors makes me feel at peace even now while thinking back to it. I can remember the soft pinks and beige. Something I have always loved about Jain temples is the simplicity. Since the statues are simple, it leaves room to appreciate the beauty of the materials themselves. We had reached the temple early in the day and were the only ones there. Going through each area and doing our dharasarn brought a sense of stillness within me.

I could go on and on about recalling my time in India. This has been said since I was a young kid: India has always been my biggest inspiration. I actually got to live there this time and it is a part of my life that I will continue to be eternally grateful for. This experience opened me up to a new form of love and allowed me to develop deep relationships like I never had before.  Recalling memories through colors has turned into my new form of traveling. Using colors to place memories is how I have been experiencing each trip I have taken since my time in India.

Till next time!


Germany Is Hot For 15 Days A Year

A wedding of a dear friend brought me to spend a couple of weeks in Europe this summer. The trip started in Germany. I went a little early before the wedding started to spend time with her and help out with prep for the wedding. She lives about an hour outside of Stuttgart in a small town called Backnag. The wedding took place in Schwabisch Hall which is where the groom is from. There was a small town and the surroundings were a bit more rural. The wedding was a combination of German, Bosnian, and American traditions. 

Next we spent a day in the Western wine region called Pfalz. There we went to a few wineries and drove around the country side while exploring a few of the small towns. The landscape was truly beautiful set among all the vineyards. We spent the night in Kaiserslautern and the next day we were off to Berlin! 

You see, Germany is hot for about 15 days a year so there is no air conditioning anywhere. You better believe we were there during that heat wave. Actually most of our trip was during unseasonably hot weather. We decided not to really do any touristy things, but instead just explore by walking around. 

I remembered seeing on social media that my old friend from Pratt had moved to Berlin. We hadn’t been in touch for quite some time, but I wrote to him in Instagram and we met up the next day for coffee. It was like no time had passed and we just picked up where we left off. That turned out to be such a pleasant surprise of Berlin. He was describing the neighborhoods to us. He mentioned that the young hip people will move into an edgy neighborhood and stay there to settle. So those areas get a bit gentrified and then turn into an area with hip parents and kids. Until, its the next neighborhood’s turn. So, right now Neukolln is a little on the edgier side and still pretty raw in my eyes. 

Some of the neighborhoods we hit included: Mitte, Museum Island, Kreuzberg, Friedrichshain, Neukolln, Tiergarten

Recommendations for food and drinks: Limonadier, Umami, Amrit, Monsieur Voung, Silo Coffee

Thus ended our time in Germany - next up: Malta!

Montreal

I am gonna go ahead and say it: I like Montreal bagels better than New York bagels. I love food rivalry and if something is described to me as Sally’s vs. Pepe’s, I am so on board. We got bagels from St. Viateur first and ate them in the alley as one is supposed to. Then on the last day we got bagels from Fairmount. I am not exactly sure if I could tell the difference, but I couldn’t stop eating them. Montreal included a whole lot of walking and exploring, good eats and drinks, hiking up Mont Royal, and just basking in the sun a little. The trip would not be complete without some art so we hit up Musee des Beaux Arts of course. I felt like we could have used a couple extra days to experience a few of the other neighborhoods, but we loved it and definitely need to go back during the summer months!

 

 

Pilsen and YJA

The end of school finished up in a bit of a whirlwind. Things like the party bike and union party come to mind. But, I felt like I was almost busier after school got out than during the school year. How does that even happen!? 

Next up was beginning to prep for my trip to Chicago. I ended up in Pilsen a few days early and stayed in THE cutest Airbnb. My room was inside of an art gallery and the owner cooked me breakfast each day. Pilsen originally was the Czech neighborhood, but has turned into the Mexican neighborhood since then. This meant the absolute best noms. The first meal I ate was at Los Comales and for five bucks I got a vegetarian Gordita and a Jarritos. How can you even beat that. For dinner I was flying solo so I went to the bar Pl zen which was the Czech spelling of the neighborhood. There I had some veggie tostadas which were just so amazing with the most evolved flavors. I was looking for a drink not too sweet so I asked the bartender what she recommended. I got a hibiscus margarita which just the right flavor balance. The next one she made with Mezcal and that was absolutely spot on. Next day after my host made me breakfast, I was off to meet a childhood friend in south loop. We had brunch at a spot called Yolk and walked around a bit. Dinner was back in Pilsen at a new restaurant called S.K.Y. and boy did it not disappoint. I would highly recommend that one! Since it was also the fourth of July I encountered a lot of fireworks and it literally sounded like bombs were going off outside of my bedroom windows. They were so rogue and so amazing. We went up to 18th St station to watch them and the combination of rain and wind is exactly how I expected a Chicago fourth of July to be. Next day it was time for the Mexican Art Museum and if you ever end up in Pilsen, it is a must see. Things like neon signs of “Make Tacos Not War” and the most amazing Diego Rivera’s along with some more local artists. 

Before I knew it, I was taking a train over to the Westin O’hare for the Young Jains of America Convention. I was invited to speak at the convention after writing an article for their publication. I guess they liked what I had to say about being an artist growing up in the Jain community. Originally, I was going to tie in my abstract work to a Jain principal. But, my go to person Neelam told me not to force. That made my life a lot easier. I conducted three sessions and ran them all the same way. I started off with a Keith Haring drawing game. I posted up four huge sheets of paper to the walls and had the kids count off by fours to create the groups. I am referring to them as kids like my students, but the reality is that the Jain Networking Forum group was just about my age. After this game was over I had everyone take their seats and I went through my little slide show. I basically had some pictures taking them through a journey from end of high school through my current day life. Two of the sessions ended with a theater game however, the college discussion went so well that we didn’t even have time for a last game. 

I felt like the sessions went pretty well. All the people seemed pretty engaged and participated with everything. Each audience held some people who were perusing a career in the arts and I think it was a little cathartic for all of us to have found people who struggled with similar things. One interesting thing did happen during the high school session. They all agreed they were creative, but no one was really going to go to college for a creative field. The session included all girls and one boy. When I had the group unpack this a really backwards mindset came forward. They told me that girls go into more liberal arts fields whereas boys may tend to go into more of a STEM career. I am still thinking about this sentiment. It made me wonder what kind of a bubble some of these kids were growing up in. That is really not my reality nor one that I grew up with. Looking back on my experience with the Jain community, we were really progressive. Even down to a thing like not doing ghee bohli ever. I mean our high school patshala teacher used to be an atheist and brought a really different perspective to all the discussions we had. 

But, this is how the mindset is going to change. Starting these conversations and opening people’s minds is how we are going to end up with more south east asians in the creative fields. I didn’t truly feel like I could BE an artist until my summer after graduating from undergrad while I was at Oxbow. I want the Indian community to know they can pursue the field. It is definitely not going to be the safe choice and you have to work so hard to make sure you are the best at your craft and hone your skill. But, it will leave you infinitely more happy. 

Billowing Textiles

The textiles I have been working on started in India a few years ago. I used my same monotype process, but instead of adding paper to the plexi plate I added a sheer fabric called georgette. When I started this project in India I had this vision. I wanted the fabric to drape and dance along the wall. Well, I couldn’t pierce any holes into the wall so I had to hang them instead. Since then I have had the opportunity to continue to play with the textiles. I still needed to figure out how to make my installation to get some good pictures in order to propose to galleries and museums. 

Then one day I met Chelsea Suddes from Pearl Weddings. We were working on a styled shoot for a magazine together - The Perpetual You. Chelsea has got to be one of the most genuine kind hearted people I have ever met. She was putting together a moody/ethereal styled shoot and the color of my textiles were totally on par with the color scheme. I was a little apprehensive about going because I was afraid everyone was going to love love and just be too happy. Well they did love love but, each vendor brought together was so talented in their medium. Mike Suddes helped me install the fabric and the floral designer from Pine and Petal added the perfect touch of pink cherry blossoms to finish off the display. 

Vendors:

Venu: www.mylittleladiesfarmanddesign.com

Planning & Design Coordination: www.pearlweddingsandevents.com

Photographer: www.rowanberrylavender.com

Veil: www.aevamade.com

Textiles: www.meghanshah.com

Hair & Makeup: www.alluretravelingbeauty.com

Florals: www.pineandpetal.com

Catering: www.riverhousecatering.com

Videographer: www.newenglandcreative.net

Models: Johnathan and Falak

Decorations & Stylist: Heart of Gold Decor Design

Side note… Mike Suddes is a singer song writer and has the most stunning soothing voice. I have been fortunate enough to see him perform a few times and I see a collab in our future. His original songs are the exact type of folk music I like to listen to while I create. I had my students listen to Blind Pilot last year and most of them got into while they sketched in their sketchbooks. One boy drew a demon because he hated the music so much. But, they all reacted to the music and that was the exact point of the lesson. 

Next, I decided to make a warm series of textiles. This just happened to be in the color scheme of an elopement styled shoot Chelsea was helping coordinate. Shaina Lee had this vision and Chelsea brought it to life. So, there we were the day after a hurricane at Yale University’s Harkness Tower about to bring magic to life. I’ll just let these pictures speak for themselves. This shoot had a few features including British Vogue and Let’s Bee Together!

 

Vendors:

Photographer: Shaina Diaz Photography

Planner & Designer: Pearl Weddings & Events

Bridal Gowns: Gypsy Bride

Hair & Make up: Belle Noelle Beauty

Flowers: Fizz and Fluers

Signage: This Delightful Design

Cake : Cake Lore Co

Artist: Studio Strata

Furniture: Gather & Lounge

Models: Leesha & Andrew Wheeler